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THE GOD CONCEPT IN ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS |
From: Jim B.
The following article by George Little may be of interest to some as it deals
with the God concept in Alcoholics Anonymous.
By Rev. George A. Little, D.D.
About the Author
In January 1940, Rev. George A. Little, D.D., then a fifty-six year old Minister
of The United Church of Canada in Toronto, Ontario, happened to read a review of
the book Alcoholics Anonymous written by Dr. Harry Emerson Fosdick.
Dr. Little ordered a copy of the Big Book and then six more copies. He attended
the Yale School of Alcohol Studies in 1941. As it was difficult to import books
into Canada, Dr. Little was granted the distribution rights to the book
Alcoholics Anonymous in Canada.
On January 13, 1943, Rev. Little and a friend, Rev. Price gathered six
alcoholics at the Little Denmark Restaurant on Bay Street in Toronto and held a
meeting. It was successful and a second meeting was held the following week. On
January 28, 1943 the group moved into the Metropolitan United Church and
meetings have continued at this site on and off up to the present.
This is how A.A. came to Canada and how a non-alcoholic assisted in the starting
of the fellowship.
© Religion in Life, Vol. 18(1):25-33, 1948
Alcoholics Anonymous, which now has 1,700 groups with 70,000 members and
influence far beyond its membership, is a spiritual movement, a faith cure for
alcoholism. Men and women find that they have been trying to live without God,
and then they discover how to live with God. That gives a different set to the
sails. Or, as one expressed it, the roots of his mind reached down and grasped a
new soil. It is a leap of faith to be able to believe that there is a God
personal to oneself.
The distinctive novelty is that each alcoholic is allowed to choose his own
concept of God. There is full liberty of belief and no end to the varieties of
belief. Therein Alcoholics Anonymous differs from the churches which require
belief in certain sets of dogma. An alcoholic refuses to accept these
ready-made: he wants to make his own. In A.A. he is encouraged to do so, with
this rider, that he obey the Higher Power as he understands it.
That is intriguing. That places the responsibility on
the alcoholic. He is on trial, not an organization, a book, a creed, or a
sacrament. Can he act according to his own faith?
Every person has some belief, more or less vague, in a creative, life-giving
force, a universal mind or oversoul. Alcoholics Anonymous begins by thinking of
this as a Power rather than a Person. It works unseen as electricity, may be
thought of as gravitation, evolution, or growth. Thought is a power, good will
is a power, trust is a power. Trying to visualize the Higher Power is a
hindrance rather than a help. Formulas are of little value. Like the wind, the
spirit can be felt but not seen. Instead of expecting ecstasies, visions,
trances, one finds God in what is; contact may be made through gratitude.
Surrender to the Higher Power is not difficult for alcoholics, because for years
they have surrendered to a lower power. It gives a lift, euphoria, escape,
release, cessation from fear and worry, a lightening of reality, forgetfulness,
stupor, and sleep. In time, however, there are craving and compulsion, memory
blanks, shakes, sweats, headaches, and hangovers. One man after a bout felt as
though he had seven skulls. In devotion to this autocratic tyrant alcoholics
will surrender thought, time, money, health, friends, and vocation. To surrender
to the Higher Power involves no more exacting a demand than the surrender they
have made to alcohol, perhaps over a drinking period of twenty years.
Experienced A.A. practitioners, while admitting that they are only amateur
psychologists, are wise enough not to begin by demanding beliefs. They work on
thoughts, desires, attitudes, relationships, purposes, and habits. They agreed
that the root trouble is in the thinking, not the drinking. At one meeting of a
rather intellectual group the drink problem was not directly mentioned. Half a
dozen speakers rang the changes on freedom from fears, surrender of resentments,
Cultivation of good will, positive help to others, building up a sense of
dependence upon the Higher Power. When the inner life is brought under
discipline the outer conduct is largely self-regulated.
The program of recovery is absorbed rather than learned, caught rather than
taught. Listening to the speakers, private conversations with alcoholics who are
now happily and contentedly sober, reading the book Alcoholics Anonymous and
pamphlet literature, and picking up fragments of truth will produce a
transforming change. This may be sudden or gradual, and there is little concern
as to which. Often the slow recoveries prove to be very sure, but the ladder of
rehabilitation has these rungs, not necessarily in this order: honesty,
humility, tolerance, concern for others, inner contentment, radiant happiness, a
new standard of values, faith. Religious people would describe this as
conversion: A.A. 's are content to speak of a personality change. No one is more
surprised at the transformation than the alcoholic himself. Like the lady in the
fairy tale he is inclined to say "This is none of I."
An army man, a heavy drinker for thirty-five years, had
the temperament of a sergeant-major even after he became a colonel. Now he is
mellow, tender, as sacrificial as once severe. Before a group of medical men he
said, "I have had a personality change." A psychiatrist checked him by saying,
"My dear fellow, you can't have a personality change." "Well, at least I'm under
new management," replied the A.A.
Spiritual power is frequently found on the lower levels of mysticism. The inner
voice is really a mentor. An inebriate who had panhandled all over North America
had an obsession against religion, fearing that it meant letters of fire in the
sky, voices from the clouds, or a dramatic emotional upheaval. It was suggested
to him that he spend five minutes each morning planning his day with his
conscience, how he would use his time and spend his money, the mood in which he
would meet his family, the sense of responsibility he would have in his work. He
discovered that as soon as he listened, the inner voice spoke. He found he could
be spiritual in a very practical way without seeing visions or dreaming dreams.
A high-strung man with perplexing business cares took liquor to get to sleep at
night. In time he would go to sleep with a full jug of wine at his bedside:
later he would waken with an empty wine jug in bed with him. One morning he
passed out. A friend said, "One tenth of the attention that you give to gin, if
given to God could make you happy." The experiment was tried. Each day he lists
the commonplace things for which he is thankful, the mistakes of yesterday he
wishes to avoid today, the people whose friendship he ought to keep in repair,
the duties which are "musts" for that day. With a gleeful grin he tells others
"give God the first ten minutes of every day and he will give you back the whole
twenty-four all different." This simple plan has freed hundreds.
At 2:30 A.M. a wise A.A. member was roused out of his sleep. A taxi driver had
deposited a chronic at his door. The moment he came into the house the chronic
shouted out: "I don't believe in God, or Bible, or church, or prayer. I am a
free thinker." The reply was "O.K., nobody wants you to believe anything if you
don't want to. That's your business." The two went to the kitchen drank coffee
and talked. The A.A. said: "There is no use in discussing prayer. The only thing
about prayer that is any good is praying. I am going to pray for you." Which he
did, humbly, trustingly, and in colloquial terms. Then, the drunk was told he
could pray, too, if he felt like it. His first petition was, "0 God, help me
have faith in this guy." He is still sober, back home again living with his
wife.
It is this experimental, demonstration offer that is the key to A.A.
Controversy, argument, and dogmatism are avoided. Everything is on a
take-it-or-leave-it basis. "It worked for me, it might work for you." The goal
is far greater than to merely stop drinking. In itself that may not be of very
much help. To be conscious of not drinking and still wanting to drink is just
about as distracting a state of mind as being under the influence of alcohol.
The big positive goal is happy and contented sobriety, a rewarding and
satisfying way of living. It is a distinct privilege to be an alcoholic if it
leads to twenty-four hours at a time without fear and in good will toward people
and in humble dependence upon God. Restoration to sanity is abundant proof of
the working of a Higher Power.
Prayer becomes a reality, usually in everyday forms of speech. Rhetorical
demands, purple-patch phrases, snatches of liturgies are replaced by simple but
earnest desires. One man says each evening, "Thank you, God, for a sober day."
Next morning he prays, "Please God, another day like yesterday." Even a spot of
prayer like that is an anchor by which to hold. An A.A. sober for six months
went into a sudden panic. He found himself entering his favourite bar.
Involuntarily he ejaculated, "0 God, save me." In five seconds he was walking
down the street cool and collected, every butterfly gone from his stomach.
Another man hearing his stepdaughter in hysterics cried for help as to what to
do. He was given the right words to say and soon the child was out skating. His
verdict is that "the Higher Power works fast." To hear the A.A.'s recite the
Lord's Prayer is an experience in worship. "Lead us not into temptation but
deliver us from evil." That is a life and death matter. Our desires are our real
prayers, not what we say with our lips.
One helpful approach is to think of God as the truth-making Power. The typical
alcoholic insists on making his own interpretation of the universe and he
anticipates the Day of Judgment by pronouncing condemnation on all and sundry.
His dislikes are stronger than his likes. Criticism is his mental habit rather
than appreciation. It is an initial step in humility to admit that truth is
ordained of God. Mathematicians did not decree the multiplication table, nor
musicians the octave, astronomers the calendar, orators the alphabet, mariners
the magnetic compass. When truth is accepted as from God, intellectual conceit
begins to vanish. The alcoholic learns to work with the laws of God instead of
against them. Curiously enough the mind starts to discover new truth and to act
upon it until every day becomes a voyage of discovery into the many-sided truths
of God. Mind and mortality thus have a constant interplay.
In simple, even primitive fashion, members of Alcoholics Anonymous come to think
of the Higher Power as the Hero of Eternity. Long before we were born the Higher
Power was governing and ordaining: long after we are gone that same Power will
be ruling and overruling. Do not be fussed, little man. Today is all you need to
think about. The rhythm of the day and night becomes a contact with God. Living
one day at a time can be an act of faith, a response of trust. One man returning
from a five-thousand mile selling trip states: "To travel without fear is a new
experience. I cannot become accustomed to it. I never will become accustomed to
it." On a long, cold bus trip over an icy road, the one other passenger produced
a bottle and offered a drink which was refused. The ability to refuse a drink
offered in kindness and in the desire to help, to refuse graciously but finally,
was the high light of the whole trip. To him it was the grace of God. It is in
such experiences of protection and deliverance that A.A.'s become aware of the
Living God.
The thought of the Higher Power is usually quite individual and may be decidedly
unconventional. One man took his idea from a picture of flowers and birds. Just
as the sun sends light and warmth, so he conceives of the Higher Power sending
truth and love to him. One man, cursing himself as he shaved, heard a little
bird singing outside his window. The bird was adjusted to his environment, but
he, a university graduate was not. Now he is. Another learned faith by seeing an
engineer take five hundred passengers out of a railway station on one green
light. There would be more signals as he went along. Another saw a bay freeze
over. At first the ice was paper thin, by midwinter it was three feet thick,
making ice from underneath. Could his soul grow imperceptibly like that? Another
was told that big doors swing on little hinges. A.A. is the little hinge on
which his future sobriety now swings.
The personality change can be sudden, unexpected, and involuntary. A
well-seasoned drinker, after two months of sobriety, was asked to speak at a
meeting. He answered that as yet he had nothing to say. "Then just say that you
have nothing to say," he was told. When called to speak he announced that for
the sake of politeness he could not refuse but "actually I have nothing to say,
for nothing has happened to me." Then he paused. After a somewhat painful
silence he said quietly, "Something has happened to me," and sat down. Two
months later an old friend asked what had happened. He replied: "As I was saying
I had nothing to say, suddenly I knew that at long last I had surrendered to
goodness. All my life I had been debating and holding back. I have been
different ever since and I have not the slightest desire for a drink." Without
conscious effort his personality has been unified.
Rehabilitation may follow a Christian pattern. One man after thirty years of
hard drinking made an inventory of what hard drink had cost him. He became
convinced he was a fool, and he did not like being a fool. In his own words this
is his story: "I decided to investigate religion. I read what the apostles had
to say about Jesus Christ. Christ came into my life and liquor stayed out.
Nothing goes out until something else comes in." The spiritual aspect of
the program is by no means camouflaged but it is not made too obvious at first.
The Big Book, Alcoholics Anonymous, sometimes described as the A.A. bible, has
three hundred references to the Higher Power. One member spent a Christmas Day
counting them. Six of the Twelve Steps refer to God. The official magazine, The
Grapevine, unhesitatingly refers to the Higher Power as God. With increasing
frequency at group meetings older members say quite openly that they are staying
sober only with the help of God. Surprising coincidences happen and the
explanation naively offered is "Somebody Upstairs." The intimacy does not come
from irreverence but from trust. However slight and vague the faith at first,
progress is steadily made toward a more mature and adult thought of God.
In social life an alcoholic is regarded as a misfit. Medicine looks upon him as
a non-cooperative patient, very often poor paying. The law deals with him as a
criminal and sends him to jail. Psychiatry diagnoses him as a mental case and
confines him in an institution. The church tells him that he is a sinner and
must repent. His family has convinced him that he is hopeless. Against this
background of despair, Alcoholics Anonymous comes along telling him that GOD is
in him, that God can be in him as much as God can be anywhere, that if God is
not in him then GOD is not everywhere and so cannot be God. By the witness of
another alcoholic, now sober, the life is breathed into his soul. Without soul
and spirit the body is only an empty shell. A few even go so far as to say that
God himself may draw upon vital strength and increase of being from their
fidelity. If so, they, each one of them, may be important in the whole scheme of
things. A surrendered life, they hold, can be of use to God.
Strangely enough, no attempt is made to induce conviction of sin, awaken a sense
of guilt, or lead to a period of remorse. It is quite unnecessary anyway. An
alcoholic's conscience has told him all this a thousand times. Remorse weakens
and is seldom redemptive. The better way is to live today. Yesterday is past,
you cannot do much about it. You cannot undo what you have done. Waste no time
on regret. Tomorrow is not here yet. Have no fears. The Higher Power has dealt
with far harder cases than yours. A miracle might happen, if you will just take
it easy. Live one day at a time. When you came into the world there was air for
your lungs: has the Higher Power ceased to care for you? Restraint from
condemning increases the chance of cure.
Usually alcoholics are gun shy of religion. They may have tried it over and over
and it has not worked, so they are more responsive to psychology. Fortunately
there is enough psychology in the A.A. program for beginners to go on with. Some
find that the psychology is sufficient to enable them to achieve sobriety;
others keep seeking more than the laws of the mind, and by the practice of
meditation advance to the laws of the spirit. It is a mistake to force growth.
One man who has been instrumental in over three hundred recoveries say's, "I
have learned not to look for results too soon: I know they will come later." He
himself is not content until he leads his protégés to definite faith, but he
knows that time must be given for a seed of truth to germinate. If out of the
Twelve Steps in the program the prospect is only ready for one or two, he is
urged to work on these. The others will follow later.
Will power is discounted in A.A. "Use your will power" has been useless advice
to them. They have the will but not the power. They do not have the won't power,
let alone will power. Promises, pledges, prayers have not availed. Then they are
told how to replace their puny wills by the will of God. The unit actually
begins to lean on the strength of the All. It is found that the imagination
governs the will. As one holds the picture of himself as a capable, controlled
citizen, thoughts are focused in that direction, desires become conscious,
emotions become strong, and the whole personality goes into action. Instead of
trying to whip up a weak will into doing what it is unable to do, one finds will
power restored by the use of thought, desire, emotion, creative imagination. In
six months the will can become stronger to say "No" than formerly as routine it
said "Yes." Such restorations of the will power are frequent in A.A.
The changed attitude to life is indicated by new reading habits. Murder
mysteries and sex novels are often replaced by worth-while magazines, thoughtful
books, and devotional manuals. So eager is the mind for truth that serious
reading is done. There is a special interest in psychology and psychiatry.
Religious classics have a new vogue. Pamphlet literature is kept in circulation.
The leader of a group of two hundred men and women said to a visitor, "They are
a tough-looking bunch, but you would be surprised to know the amount of bible
reading and prayer going on." Another evidence of spiritual experience is the
number of newspaper articles and booklets being produced by members.
Men and women who have repeatedly had medical care, been sent to mental
hospitals and sanitariums, been given conditioned reflex treatment, gone to
alcoholic farms, or taken Reeley Cured, ask why these so often fail and
Alcoholics Anonymous is having increasing success. One answer is that these
treatments (for which we are thankful; they are much better than none) were only
body cures; and in some degree fear was the motive for reform. They were also
very expensive. Alcoholics Anonymous is cheap: there are no membership dues or
entrance fees. Instead of a receding memory, A.A. is a growing experience of
fact, fellowship and faith. It is enlarged opportunity and cumulative happiness.
The old has gone, the new has come and keeps coming. The unhappy past is
forgotten in happiness and hope. "Re who rises quickly and continues his race is
as if he has never fallen." There are great days ahead.
The movement is strictly non-denominational. Catholics, Protestants, and Jews
work together as brothers, though very few Jews are alcoholics. No effort is
made to win others to any particular faith. The organization seeks to be
inclusive rather than exclusive. No one is barred by age, sex, race, or creed.
The one condition is the sincere desire to stop drinking. Nearly every club has
one or two evangelical atheists, usually born of Christian parents, who
strangely have conserved a Christian spirit. After a few months they usually
agree that they never were atheists and anyway it did not make much difference.
They stood on the same earth, breathed the same air, and talked the same
language as others. Atheism had never been much help in keeping sober. Atheism,
in fine, requires too much credulity: it is rather difficult to believe that
nothing made everything and is going nowhere.
How is it that denominational differences can be so completely submerged?
One reason is that no one is asked to give up anything but is urged to use what
he already has. In time it is found that the A.A. program of recovery is founded
upon universal spiritual experiences. Jesuits affirm that it is similar to the
principles of Ignatius of Loyola. Quakers say that it makes use of meditation
and the group conscience. Moral Rearmament people detect the four absolutes.
Salvation Army officers are reminded of their knee drill. Methodists say it
resembles John Wesley's discipline. Christian Science says it is closely akin.
Unity, New Thought, Mysticism all think their programs have been adopted and
adapted. A.A. is a synthetic product with a pragmatic test. What does not work
is discarded: what does work is retained.
Do A.A.'s go back to church? Some do and some don't. Much depends upon early
training. Some have a childhood belief to which they return with a deeper
understanding. As a rule Roman Catholics resume their religious duties and
observances - to them religion means their church. Some Protestants become
active church workers, others go a time or two and report that "my minister
doesn't know about God." Quite a few accept A.A. as their church. It gives faith
and fellowship even though lacking much formal worship. Church relationships,
like so much else in A.A., are left to individual preference and choice, without
any overhead rulings. Those who attend church find new meaning in Scripture and
sermon, hymns and prayers. A.A.'s become spiritually sensitive and morally
responsive.
The church will be wise not to try to control or guide this movement but to
learn from it. Sympathetic co-operation is being shown by providing church halls
as meeting places and by directing problem parishioners to A.A. The churches may
learn something from the flexibility of A.A. organization, the power of
fellowship, the possibility of lay evangelism, the transforming power of truth,
the influence of common interest groups and the originality of non-technical
language and non-dogmatic theology. This movement is of the people, by the
people, for the people. But the new wine cannot be put into old bottles. It must
find its own carriers.
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